Renewal

My mind is a waterfall,
constantly trickling out thoughts.
Some happy, some sad.
Some bittersweet, some just plain mad.
I can not control them.
I can not connect them.
They just come.
They just come.
They pour out like blood out of an open wound.
I would like to make them all happy.
I would like for them  to all be good.
Why can't I control my thoughts?
Why must you take hold like this sometimes.
I want to be happy about us.
I want to be happy about this.
I need to be happy about us.
I need to be happy about this.
You love me.
And I love you.
Isn't it kind of funny?
How we feel the same,
yet we don't....