Life.. in pieces

The world around me falls to decay and destruction
I feel something pull on my heart at it's base.
The world seems to evaporate
My life falls to pieces around me.
The puzzle complexity increases greatly.
As i sit and watch the world go on around me i contemplate it.
If life is so confusing why isn't it just called puzzle?
I don't know the destiny that i am meant to fulfill.
I don't know the path i will take in my life.
I came out of my mothers womb unknowing, and i learned my surroundings.
I feel as though i am still but a fetus, learning nothing inside a shell.
My life has torn in many places, the rips finally ceasing my happiness.
My life is nothing but a mystery, and so i wonder... am i wrong?
Is someone picking my paths for me and leading me on.
Is someone telling me what i should do in my head.
Is someone making me think the thoughts i think.
The world isn't all it's cracked up to be... you're telling me.
The people i have loved in the past... are nothing but memories.
I can't go back in time and fix myself.
I'm the way i am for a reason.
I serve a purpose to something.
What in the world could i serve to... i ask myself this question sometimes.
I can contribute to the world and make a difference... is always the answer.
Everyone can do things to help others.
This life is always in pieces.
The puzzle is never truly together.
Every piece can be broken off.
Every piece can be burned away.
Every piece... can be destroyed.
And every piece... can be thrown away...